She Should Be Locked Up

That's what my therapist said to me after I described yet another of my childhood memories.  I feel surprised.  Was she horrible? Yes. Sadistic. Purposefully causing me pain every day of my life.  

Yet I am not capable of fully agreeing with my therapist.  Maybe she couldn't help it.  Surely she didn't mean to treat me that way...  

All the while I know she did.  God, how will I ever get to a place where I am at peace with any of this.  

What kind of a monster raised me?